Old faces ... new emotions?

A whole lot like what I'm personally feeling right now ...

Well now ... I've had one of the most memorable weekends in all my life.

I met up with so many old faces, I still wonder at how I fit them all in.

But still truth be told ... the weekend was an amazing journey of self-discovery with loads of coffee bean (ice blended pure vanilla) and starbucks!

Let's start with night one. The best part of this weekend was sitting by someone's poolside late at night, sharing coffee and just talking. The level of acceptance and sense of being loved cannot be put into words.

I felt happy to be accepted so whole heartedly (more than once) by this person but more so I felt lucky that I actually had someone to pour my heart out to at that time and day. I did this two nights in a row.

My nights ending very often at 2am or even 3am, leaving me horribly panda eyed ... but yes ... being able to just sit down and talk with no strings attached ... and being able to share a true ... genuine hug ... it meant a whole lot to me.

Day two saw almost similar events with one very strange happening in the middle of it. Someone by the name of say SLR wanted to meet up. What irked me was that he seemed to have so little to say about himself, I felt like I was making a fool myself by going jabber, jabber, jabber.

I don't know what to make of it or even what he wanted in the first place but for the first time in my life I felt that I failed at doing I know I can always do ... drawing someone into conversation. But well, wherever it goes ... he's a nice person ... and although I doubt we'll be meeting up often after that night, I got to go out. And yes, the night ended by someone's poolside again.

Moonlight. Take away food. Talking. Comfort is not the word. I guess you'll know what I mean only once if you've experienced it. And because it feels so good ... I really hope you do.

The evening of day two had started with PKL. And to think that it's become such a joke. We established that every time I'm approached by a guy who uses the line "I'm different" like the 15 bastards who have so generously claimed ... I'm going to dig my pocket for RM1 and put it away. And at the rate I keep hearing the line ... AS might be able to buy over a whole office tower for herself.

Day three and four were pretty quiet. I got a chance to meet with LIMP who I've been wanting to meet with him for the longest time. We took a walk down memory lane, here and there but a large part of the evening consisted mostly of new stories about our lives, new emotions with little strings attached to how things were.

The rest of the weekend was mostly spent on some ME time and meeting up with newer contacts. This of course led to learning more about people and of course myself.

But still I found it amazing that a cup of ice blended coffee bean and starbucks at any one time could do so much for me ... and all in one weekend!